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Saqi Faruqi

1936 (Gorakhpur) – 2018 (London) • The Bold Voice

"Living most of his life in London, Saqi Faruqi was known as a highly controversial and aggressive voice in modern poetry. He wrote provocative, psychologically probing poems about animals (spiders, cats, pigs) as dark metaphors to explore human nature, shattering traditional boundaries of what Urdu poetry should discuss."

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mujhe khabar thi mira intizar ghar mein raha ye hadsa tha ki main umr bhar safar mein raha...
muddat hui ik shakhs ne dil tod diya tha is waste apnon se mohabbat nahin karte...
ik yaad ki maujudgi sah bhi nahin sakte ye baat kisi aur se kah bhi nahin sakte...
ye kya tilism hai kyun raat bhar sisakta hoon wo kaun hai jo diyon mein jala raha hai mujhe...
ab ghar bhi nahin ghar ki tamanna bhi nahin hai muddat hui socha tha ki ghar jayenge ik din...
mujh ko miri shikast ki dohri saza mili tujh se bichhad ke zindagi duniya se ja mili...
mujh mein saat samundar shor machate hain ek khayal ne dahshat phaila rakhi hai...
khuda ke waste mauqa na de shikayat ka ki dosti ki tarah dushmani nibhaya kar...
namon ka ik hujum sahi mere aas-paas dil sun ke ek naam dhadakta zaroor hai...
pyaas badhti ja rahi hai bahta dariya dekh kar bhagti jaati hain lahrein ye tamasha dekh kar...
wahi aankhon mein aur aankhon se poshida bhi rahta hai miri yaadon mein ik bhoola hua chehra bhi rahta hai...
main ne chaha tha ki ashkon ka tamasha dekhoon aur aankhon ka khazana tha ki khaali nikla...
tamam jism ki uryaniyan thiin aankhon mein wo meri ruuh mein utra hijab pahne hue...
rasta de ki mohabbat mein badan shamil hai main faqat ruuh nahin hoon mujhe halka na samajh...
main khil nahin saka ki mujhe nam nahin mila saaqi mire mizaj ka mausam nahin mila...
wo miri ruuh ki uljhan ka sabab jaanta hai jism ki pyaas bujhane pe bhi raazi nikla...
tum aur kisi ke ho to ham aur kisi ke aur donon hi qismat ki shikayat nahin karte...
main un se bhi mila karta hoon jin se dil nahin milta magar khud se bichhad jaane ka andesha bhi rahta hai...
main apne shahr se mayoos ho ke laut aaya purane sog base the naye makanon mein...
tujh se milne ka rasta bas ek aur bichhadne ke raste hain bahut...
ek ek kar ke log bichhadte chale gaye ye kya hua ki waqfa-e-matam nahin mila...
log lamhon mein zinda rahte hain waqt akela isi sabab se hai...
mujhe samajhne ki koshish na ki mohabbat ne ye aur baat zara pechdar main bhi tha...
duniya pe apne ilm ki parchhaiyan na daal ai raushni-farosh andhera na kar abhi...
qatl karne ka irada hai magar sochta hoon tu agar aaye to hathon mein jhijhak paida ho...
jis ki hawas ke waste duniya hui azeez wapas hue to us ki mohabbat khafa mili...
subh tak raat ki zanjeer pighal jayegi log pagal hain sitaron se ulajhna kaisa...
bujhe labon pe hai boson ki raakh bikhri hui main is bahaar mein ye raakh bhi uda doonga...
tere chehre pe ujale ki sakhawat aisi aur miri ruuh mein nadar andhera aisa...
dil hi ayyar hai be-wajh dhadak uthta hai warna afsurda hawaon mein bulawa kaisa...
aag ho dil mein to aankhon mein dhanak paida ho ruuh mein raushni lahje mein chamak paida ho...
mujhe gunah mein apna suragh milta hai wagarna parsa-o-deen-dar main bhi tha...
khamushi chhed rahi hai koi nauha apna tootta jaata hai aawaz se rishta apna...
main apni aankhon se apna zawal dekhta hoon main bewafa hoon magar be-khabar na jaan mujhe...
khaak main us ki judai mein pareshan phirun jab ki ye milna bichhadna miri marzi nikla...
wo khuda hai to miri ruuh mein iqrar kare kyun pareshan kare door ka basne wala...
ruuh mein rengti rahti hai gunah ki khwahish is amarbel ko ik din koi deewar mile...
wahi jeene ki aazadi wahi marne ki jaldi hai diwali dekh li ham ne dasahre kar liye ham ne...
ham tang-na-e-hijr se baahar nahin gaye tujh se bichhad ke zinda rahe mar nahin gaye...
ajab ki sabr ki miad badhti jaati hai ye kaun log hain fariyaad kyun nahin karte...
meri aankhon mein anokhe jurm ki tajveez thi sirf dekha tha use us ka badan maila hua...
doob jaane ka saliqa nahin aaya warna dil mein girdab the lahron ki nazar mein ham the...
us ke waris nazar nahin aaye shayad us laash ke pate hain bahut...
mere andar use khone ki tamanna kyun hai jis ke milne se miri zaat ko izhaar mile...
meri ayyar nigahon se wafa maangta hai wo bhi mohtaj mila wo bhi sawali nikla...
main to khuda ke saath wafadar bhi raha ye zaat ka tilism magar tootta nahin...
hadsa ye hai ki ham jaan na moattar kar paaye wo to khush-boo tha use yun bhi bikhar jaana tha...
abhi nazar mein thahar dhyan se utar ke na ja is ek aan mein sab kuchh tabah kar ke na ja...
mit jayega sehr tumhari aankhon ka apne paas bula legi duniya ik din...
naye charagh jala yaad ke kharabe mein watan mein raat sahi raushni manaya kar...
mira akela khuda yaad aa raha hai mujhe ye sochta hua girja bula raha hai mujhe...
ye kaisi baat hui hai ki dekh kar khush hai wo aansuon ke samundar ke darmiyan mujhe...
hairani mein hoon aakhir kis ki parchhain hoon wo bhi dhyan mein aaya jis ka saaya koi na tha...
tu jaan-e-mohabbat hai magar teri taraf bhi ik khwahish-e-tashheer-e-wafa le gayi ham ko...
magar un seepiyon mein paniyon ka shor kaisa tha samundar sunte sunte kaan bahre kar liye ham ne...
had-bandi-e-khizan se hisar-e-bahaar tak jaan raqs kar sake to koi fasla nahin...
jo tere dil mein hai wo baat mere dhyan mein hai tiri shikast tiri luknat-e-zaban mein hai...
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